1. You were first but something happened.
2. Apparently you turned out to be someone really cool who acts like a douchebag to fit in. But I don't really know. I never said much to you.
3. I don't know what I was looking for. Just forget anything happened, that's what I want to do (but no one will let me).
4. Jfjejzjcjf eew.
5. I don't if it was what i wanted or if I was confused. Honestly you were one of my favorites, but I couldn't get that thought out of my head that I didn't want it.
6. Haha, I had the time of my life with you, if only for one night. I just wish you didn't have to leave. Mornings are so much better than nights.
7. I knew I shouldn't have trusted you. Something in my head knew it wasn't right. But there was something about you (and I have figured out what it is) that made it worth it anyways. You can't be two people though, at least I know now.
8. I don't think I'll ever know how you really felt about me when you cut me off. All I know is that I still fucking love you and it's ridiculous and I wish i didn't. argfbcbdjsn fuck you. you made me want you so bad and vise versa and it was just new and wonderful and shameful and everything but we didn't care. well, we didn't until summer. We were too old to play around and too far apart to be serious. fuck. See? You still make me crazy and ramble on like an idiot. I hope you don't read this anymore. It wouldnt be fair and I'd feel violated if you did.
